Below are the 7 most recent journal entries recorded in 's LiveJournal:

Saturday, December 10th, 2005
6:11 pm	WOW. Shit for me keeps changing like everyday. One day things are awesome and the next everything is horrible. Sometimes its even half of the day is good and the other isnt. Like today. I regret what I did today. I regret what i have been doing these past few days. Ahh well... things are always changing and I guess ill just deal with it as it comes. :/ Sorry. <3 Peace. (Comment on this)
Monday, November 14th, 2005
9:17 am	I see the scars of your addiction and the feeling you hide. A blackened heart from all the hatred you will never rewind. Within the depths of your depression hear you pleading for help. Your just a shell of vacant ruin, a portrait of myself. Current Mood: bored Current Music: DHT- listen to your heart (Comment on this)
Saturday, November 12th, 2005
3:19 am	if ya need something ta read ( blah i got bored. ) Current Mood: blank Current Music: avenged sevenfold- unholy confessions (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, November 7th, 2005
4:59 am	ahh the glory today was interesting. had a soccer game at 2. ended up getting really pissed off. i walked off the field and yelled at my coach. and then i went with chris and jon. smoked out of the new bong. oh man, i love it. came home and then went to the hospital. i ended up having somewhat of a broken foot. ha ha. stupid soccer and falling nonsense. so now i have a neat orange wrist band. then i watched surviving christmas. around 4am chris came over. we chilled outside for a half hour and smoked. it was cold. and now its past 5am and i'm listening to some awesome mix of music. little bit of rap and then some Pink Floyd and other various 70's rock. very nice. well i'm gonna finish talking to chris and then ill probably go pass out somewhere. goodnight. Current Mood: high Current Music: pink floyd- brain damage (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, November 5th, 2005
5:51 am	I think it's time for a little   c h a n g e.  Jeannie's world is over now. A new beginning. A happy ending? (Comment on this)
Friday, November 4th, 2005
1:27 am	i was high as fuck tonight. i wanna skate. and play soccer. haha. i love playing soccer. i need to start skaing again. that would be sweet. time to go passout. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, November 1st, 2005
12:02 am	last night i went and chilled with Joel and got really stoned. and then i was over at chris's house chillin with him and jon. we got bored at 2am, so we went out smashing pumpkins. it was fun as hell. we got about 20 of them bitches. but then some asshole called the cops on us. we got to my house and were chillin in front and the cops showed up. they knew that we were smashin pumpkins and made us go and clean it all up. that kinda sucked. chris flicked off one of the cops so they got pissed and decided to take things a little further. chris is gone now and i feel like its all my fault. i dunno what to do now. my dad was socializing with the cops it was weird. he yelled at me and shit. gay. so i got woken up at 3pm today and was told to go to work. so i worked and val and corey came up. it was sweet. val looked fuckin awesome. im sad that i didnt get to be connor lark for scene-o-ween. so i got home and was told that im grounded. i guess im an immature failure now. what else is new? but Amber stopped by and it made me happy and sad at the same time. then i went and got stoned so everything was okay. but i missed Joels party. that sucks. hmm i guess ill go now bye. (2 Comments |Comment on this)